A friendship gone

Well, I mailed TJ's ring and everything to him today. As I was putting everything in the envelope last night I was crying. I know it's stupid, he's made it clear since he got back from overseas that he has no desire to be my friend. But we were best friends all through high school. It just feels like a piece of my past is gone. It just really sucks.

And to think that the reason he doesn't want to hang out with me is because I have Josie. I am so lucky to have such an amazing little girl that it amazes me that he could not want to be around me because I have her. I know that if that's how he feels then it's best that he's not in my life. But my heart still aches for the friend that I used to have.